i hate this maid.... is this the way she shud care for her ahma??

aldou is not her real ahma.. i think she shud still think..

if she is my real ahma do i wan ppl to treat her that way..

i think she is really black heart or steel heart..

i see ler really bth lor...

i wonder who will she behave if her madam and sir is around...

when they around she become so kind hearted...

why do these ppl exist? they shud jus go to hell la..

ahma already there bleeding and u still there wipe even harder

and make blood ooz even more?

make until pampers also have.. told u about the right way yet

u always jus wanna make the whole procedure so dirty...

how will ahma heal if u dun care for her the right way?

u get tired of doing it then jus do it well so that ahma can get well la...

wads u motive for wiping so heard, making ahma bleed and groan and

her sore never get better?? are u really having some mental problems?

so u need a shrink??? u love to toture people isit??

u are really a sicko... i dread seeing your evil look can??

i dread looking at u reading love stroy.. why are u even hired?!

i wonder how ur madam and sir will react if they see u treat ahma this way...

seriously should suggest to them sack this fucking iresponsible maid...

she has no heart to be ahma caregiver lor...

this is a maid "toture" ahma story. another one leh??

is the ahma fracture den shoulde n leg is in v pain... and she got this maid...

and when the maid do changing for her with staff, the ahma will jus box

the maid with her full might or pinch her maid with full might... and u can

really see bruises on her arms can??? who can stand this sia?? omg... her punch..

i mean.. ok u are sick u are in bad mood.. but u shuden be abusing the person

who is taking her effort to take care of u..at least she is taking good care of u..

she is not like poisoning or harming u eh.. it is not easy for her to look after u also lor...

wad if u drive her mad one day? u are the one who will suffer lor...

this is a ahma "toture" maid story..

i really feel that.... wadever we do... think of urself as the person..

or think of that person as someone u love.. like.. the 1st maid...

she shud think... if i am like ahma so old n nid ppl take care..

so i wan my maid to take care of me liddat?? if she doesnt wan i think

she will treat ahma better lor... if she wans... i think she really nids to see a shrink..

for the ahma.. she shud think lor... aldou she is sick..

wdv la.... if she is taking care of a person she dont really know,

does she wanna get punch n pinch liddat?

walau ey..wad is this world man.

Attachment so far has been fine...
my patients are very nicey!
some of my SNs and ANs are really nice!
Sister and Brothers are good too..

except that i am sick...
i shuden go to work if im sick but
then... im already sick for like 4 days..
cannot expect me take 4 days mc ryt??
so i rather go to work with the water-tap nose
and blocked ears..but im on precaution ok..
i dont sneeze or blow my nose in front of my pts..

is already thursday and i am looking forward to friday!!
and after that 2 days of rest..
PLEASE let time pass slower during these 2 days!!
i wanna spend time with my family...
now is like i wake up ,they sleeping ..
i come back they are gonna sleep/ @ work.. haha
saturday and sunday~~~

tired.
sad.
inferior.
irritated.

Had dinner at Maru with SY yesterday night..
catch up with each other's life...
she is working busily to save money...
while me,i told her im worrying about prcp..
asked her to go Korea with us for a break..
she turn me down T_T

The food were nice..
just that i dont really like their kimchi..
i prefer Hangfong's and Seoul Yummy's..
was very full..
and when we left and walk towards the bustop,
we saw some fireworks display~!
it was from Clarke Quay..
very pretty~! especially green color fireworks!!!

Head down to plaza sing's carrefour for her to get
something... saw a group of teens creating public
nuuisance... wtf??? they were like howling so noisily...
and there was a customer who walked pass me and
asked" Why suddenly so many dogs are howling?"
i jus laughed at him... yea why do they wanna seek
attention in such a bad way?? dont really get teenagers
nowadays... so boliao and irritating!

while SY was bz choosing her things..
i saw something which made me "wow"
lol..
i saw another group of teen young boys..
they were walking but one guy was walking solo
behind them.. so i continue to look at them
coz they are good looking.. and it was so late
and they are still roaming? so i see see see
suddenly the solo guy behind them kissed
on of the guy in that group.. on his neck
O__O and i think they are frens la..
coz the guy who got kissed din hit the
guy who kissed him.. he jus "shrink"..
if u wanna noe wad i mean..
mb get someone to kiss u on your neck or
ur sensitive area...

so we headed for home..


hais... attchment is starting !!!
in less than 24 hours!!!
for 6 weeks!!!
i hope i can survive that 6 weeks!!!
i am very anxious about it..
and also very worried..
why do we have so many attachment in
3 years of polylife while other courses
only have one and they can enjoy so much more
than us?!?! and yet people still think
Nursing is easy and slacky?! T_T

i was crying as i ate "my" lunch which is
suppose to be for my nam dongsaeng..

guess wad?
i finally see thru a person he is..

i went to get lunch for him and had lunch with
umma and meimei..
it was sunny when we went down to buy..
after i bought his lunch, i realise it was
raiining,and of coz i called him to come
and fetch me with an umbrella..
guess wad he said...

"why didnt u all bring umrella down?! and
now u want me to bring umbrella down for u all?
jus run home la! "

so, this is wad u call f-a-m-i-l-y.
alryt... i finally noe how he treats us..
is bringing down an umbrella for ur family
when it is raining less important? Gaming is more
important?? fine, play the game..
play for as long as u want.. play till you die
in front of the pc and i am not gonna fucking care..

i am not angry..
i am dissapointed.

how can someone be so... cold hearted?
and yes i finished his lunch..
he doesnt deserve to eat this lunch which we
walk under the rain to get home..

and guess wad?
he cursed me.
"I hope u choke to death."
because i coughed when i ate the rice.

i coughed not becoz of the rice..
is the tears which i "swallowed"

I learnt a lesson today..
and i got to thank my OWN blood-related blooded brother.
If he can gang up with outsiders to bully us
wad things can he not come up with?

As of today, he will no longer be my brother in my eyes.

Easter Island.. i shall be there sometime in my lifetime.

i really cannot take the fact that Lee Eon passed away..
imagine u on the computer in the morning and
u scroll around the news site and suddenly
theres a report telling you your favourite actor passed
away.. how would you feel?? seriously i stoned in front
of my laptop for god-knows-how-many seconds before
i was shocked and i began searching other news site to
see that if it is real... ok,i didnt cry but i jus felt that
it was unfair for him.. he has jus started to get more
famous and people are noticing him and this happen?
and wad more? on the day he finish his drama?
who would have thought that this will be his last drama?
no one.. imagine happily attending this celebration for
finishing the drama and this accident just happened
when u least expected...

so many talented people died this year..
be it in Singpore or Korea..
Why did they die when it is their best opportunity?
we really cant go against Destiny..

Watched 4Bia with Sushi as agreed..
hmm..this movie isnt as scary as i thought
it will be or maybe is only me coz Sushi was
scared by some sences several times.. yea..
it is hard to satisfy me a super-horror-movie lover..
total of 4 stories.. the 3rd one really spiced up the
movie coz there is humour in it..
isnt it scary to not know u are dead??
and u thought u are alive... but actually u are dead..
*shivers..

attachment is starting on Monday!!!
T_T so fast... i dont want....
6 weeks of it leh.. how
to make it?? im really scared... but
i got to do my best for my trip to Korea..

i hope Lee Eon R.I.P.

he is really a very talented person..
from wrestler.. model to actore.
he is meant to shine.

Had chalet outing with classmates from 19082008 till 20082008..
ii m sure it will be a wonderful memorable day for everyone of us..
took grp photos and took some photos with our lecturer..
she was so touched when we present her our best teacher award..
is like those real tokens of appreciation which school will give..
but she din expect us student to give her that also. she almost cried..
one of my friend got drunk and it was really damn cute and funny..
but i din have enough sleep so i was really tired.. so thruout
the whole journey to Shy's house we were all dozing on the train..
went to her house to watch a japanese movie..
but it was really very boring... and i fell asleep halfway thru..
im suprised that some of my fren could finish watching it..
cool.. like i said i dont really like romance movie..
so maybe thats why i fell asleep.. lol..
but i will be catching a thai horror movie with Sushi at afterenoon
around 5pm ...i love Thai, Korea and Japan horror movie..
Thai is number 1 love for horror movie...
4Bia. shall watch and give my own review after it.. lol
i am really looking forward after watching the preview..

and yesterday they were watching this Korean drama
at channel U 10pm... and when it end the song was
Happy My Star... they went "Jesc jesc!! lee an's song!! "
so i went in to listen and to my suprise...
hmm... it doesnt sound like Leean's voice at all..
and i told them i dont think it is LeeAn singing..
and soo, i was right... i went to yahoo search today
and found out that the Korean full version is by
this guy call GulHwee?? or wad featuring As One..
i prefer LeeAn's version because i think it sound
so much happier.. while the drama version makes
me feel sadder O_O" the way the singer sings
out the whole song..his voice like so sad...
LeeAn rocks..
and i really miss listening to his live performance..
i was listening to his songs on mp3 and den i
really started to playback his performace..
really miss it..

i bought Girls' Generation Repackaged CD + DVD
and damn..theres a crack on the cover @__@
but quite lucky that it was jus on their shirt..
if is on their face i might go and ask for an exchange
which i don even noe if it is allowed..

Will be meeting SY this saturday for dinner
@ Korean restaurant Maru... been a long time
since i met up with her.. wonder how is she..
mus be earning lots of money.. lol =)

Decided to change my header..
coz i found this pretty Aurora!!!
also changed the video to Seo Taiji's Maoi
coz this is my latest hook =)
like the melody and the lyric..
and most imprtantly i like this Legend.

hope to see it once in my lifetime =)

i cant wait to go Korea~~~!

Tomorrow will be my last paper..
Yips!

alryt shall go back n study =)
im beginning to love this new header even more!

i have successfully finish my ns5 final paper~!
1 more nurm paper on monay and thats it~!
good bye to exam and hello to Attachment~!
SCARY!!!!

can i become a successful nurse..
scared!!

due to my pms i have been
feeling very sleepy and easily agitated this few
days..i even fell aslp studying for nurm @_@"

Exam and last presentation is coming!
i am super anxious..
i got study la.. but still... last exam eh so die die
mus pass it if not i have to do contract learning a
and go back school during PRCP... shilluhyo!!!
so i die die mus pass...

3.2 attachment also die die mus pass
because after it de 2 weeks holidays
i am going Korea!!! if fail i have to
redo 3.2 again.. shilluhyo!!!!!

Have been damn crazy trying to
balance time between project,
revision, finding air tix n accomodation
to Korea and also .. gaming ><...
24 hrs is nt enough!!! i have like alot
of white hair suddenly la... aldou majority is
still blackk T___T saddd!!!

i am loving my LG laptop =D

My dongsaeng burst my green balloon which
i got in school because it was Nurses Day on 1Aug!!!
T_____T She burst it today when i wasnt @ home!!!
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO KILL MY BALLOON?!
i knew it will get burst one day by her! thats why i kept
telling her not to touch it!!! Why cant she listen to me?!
i almost wanted to hit her when she told me!!!
T_T and idk if she burst it delibrately cz she said
it jus burst when she put in between her legs!
RAR?! isnt it obvious that it will burst if u put a
balloon like that?! i mean she is already going on 9,
so she should noe ryt?!!?!??!!? T________T
Qi Si Wo Le!!!!!!! T_T but i didnt hit her of coz...

Anw went out with Appa and Umma...
bought a new fridge coz the old one is
really dead. really sadded la! if i knew this
is gonna happen i wun want a house warming...
spent $ on house warming and result in a spoil fridge
and nid to spend $ on new fridge again.. =.=
also bought my 1st lapptop, black LG notebook...
everything is good.. has the in0built function i want
and also within the budget..