i was crying as i ate "my" lunch which is
suppose to be for my nam dongsaeng..

guess wad?
i finally see thru a person he is..

i went to get lunch for him and had lunch with
umma and meimei..
it was sunny when we went down to buy..
after i bought his lunch, i realise it was
raiining,and of coz i called him to come
and fetch me with an umbrella..
guess wad he said...

"why didnt u all bring umrella down?! and
now u want me to bring umbrella down for u all?
jus run home la! "

so, this is wad u call f-a-m-i-l-y.
alryt... i finally noe how he treats us..
is bringing down an umbrella for ur family
when it is raining less important? Gaming is more
important?? fine, play the game..
play for as long as u want.. play till you die
in front of the pc and i am not gonna fucking care..

i am not angry..
i am dissapointed.

how can someone be so... cold hearted?
and yes i finished his lunch..
he doesnt deserve to eat this lunch which we
walk under the rain to get home..

and guess wad?
he cursed me.
"I hope u choke to death."
because i coughed when i ate the rice.

i coughed not becoz of the rice..
is the tears which i "swallowed"

I learnt a lesson today..
and i got to thank my OWN blood-related blooded brother.
If he can gang up with outsiders to bully us
wad things can he not come up with?

As of today, he will no longer be my brother in my eyes.